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Current Music:The Corrs - Everybody Hurts
Subject:April 2008
Time:02:05 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] disappointed
Week 1

Most of my dreams recently were about the YF. The latest was a collection of pictures in a scrapbook.

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Current Music:Hillsong - Evermore
Subject:SERG..
Time:09:15 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] calm
I thought it was real. Ate Claire told me two months ago that Sir Jake might be coming back to the Philippines. Maybe I just miss him that I saw our tatay in my dream. And Ate Michelle was there too! So of course, it appeared to be real. I even had stuff to deal with Neko, asked her some stuff about review. And I was late for some reason.. O_o

Losh! I've always been late. XD

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Current Music:Don Moen - Lead Me Through the Night
Subject:Remembering..
Time:09:00 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] curious
Rebond? I think I was into a rebond in my dream.. But I never completed it. Also in that dream, I think I was appointed a leader..
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Current Music:Ryo Sakai - Heavens and the Earth
Subject:Dreams..
Time:01:41 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] curious
I never thought I haven't posted anything here this year. So this is my first entry for this year then.. I believe I had many dreams, about school, love, life, people and others.. I have dreamt of him again..

01 March 2008 || Saturday
We were having Jetski together.. That's all I could remember.

02 April 2008
Cavalier,, medieval times, BLACKSMITH,, catalogue, people, society..
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Current Music:OLIVIA inspi' REIRA [TRAPNEST] - Starless Night
Subject:The Women
Time:01:00 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] curious
At least two days ago, I saw his family especially the women. I can't remember the details. I just remembered this a day or two ago. I did when the image of her eldest auntie came into my mind.

=-=-=

I can't remember the other dreams so that's all I can write for this entry.
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Current Music:NANA starring Mika Nakashima - Glamorous Sky
Subject:Exorcism
Time:10:14 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] contemplative
There were people who got demon-possessed and I had to exorcise one of them. It wasn't easy. I think I even had to fight "physically" with the person.

Someone around tried to get a closer look but I warned her to keep distance lest the spirit might transfer to her.

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bathroom
people
women
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Current Music:Guns 'N Roses - November Rain
Subject:12 Nov 2007
Time:08:42 pm
MONDAY There were many YFs but I could hardly remember them all, as well as the details. But there were two who stood out, Jano and Jing. They were sitting on a chair while I sat on the floor. Jing wore a white blouse while Jano wore a shirt. I think it was black. They were talking about their late grandfather and how Jano was like him. Basketball was also mentioned. cjmcjm I was already drifting to consciousness and Jano looked at me as if he hasn't finished his story. But I already woke up. Their faces were the last image I saw before I opened my eyes.
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Current Music:Ever After
Subject:Recall
Time:12:16 pm
It's nice to know that I can recall, some, of my dreams when I wake up. And they are colourful too. XD
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Current Music:Rebecca St. James - Desperate For You
Subject:06 October 2007
Time:06:17 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] curious
Sabaday Nap
I saw some YF in an old building.. old house.. There was a party or gathering, but an accident happened. I wasn't invited, I just came to the place to help rescue.. something like that.

Another Kiss
I was comforting a friend, yadda-yadda. He was sitting on something while I was standing so basically, I was above him. Then... then... our lips started to move closer, or maybe mine moved closer to him. Then we kissed. He wanted for a deeper kiss, but I didn't give him that. I couldn't. There's someone who owns that deep kiss. And he was there, in a distance, again.
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Current Music:traditional/culture
Subject:24 September 2007
Time:02:23 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] curious
It was last night. The time, I'm not sure. But it was around 22:59:32, the time I sent a reply to Arck, the time I got awake from sleep.

All I could remember was being slain.
I saw Arck there and I think he also experienced the same. As for me, it was quite different. I felt something hard pushing my chest all the way to my neck. It was so hard I was overwhelmed.
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Current Music:Switchfoot - Meant to Live
Subject:The Kiss
Time:07:12 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] blank
I fell asleep this afternoon and found myself in a controversial dream.

Eric was sitting beside me and hugging me. One of his hands was resting on my lap. I'm not sure though if he was caressing it. Weird. I could hardly remember the other details, but I was looking for someone. But he was hardly visible. When I saw him, even for a distance, I pulled Eric's hand away.

Then there was a part when Eric sat beside me. We've roamed around so this is different setting. He held me close and pulled my face to his. His lips were on my face then he shifted position until his lips slid on mine. He kissed me. It took more than a second and I think there was an attempt to go further. But my lips remained pursed. I was surprised.

I apologized when our lips parted. I said, "I'm sorry."

There was only one thought running in my head. Him.
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Current Music:Switchfoot - Head Over Heels (in this life)
Subject:16 September 2007
Time:07:00 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] anxious
Monday Night

I was lying on my bed, down on my knees. I was crying, or grieving. Not sure. Ate Faye was there. I think she laid her hands on me. I believe she was praying.

Someone was there (in the room). He was wearing his black polo. I believe we had a conversation, but I couldn't remember what. Then he left riding on a jeep.




I thought it was real. It was just a vision. Now I wonder what it means..
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Current Music:Cocco - Kumoji no Hate
Subject:Siesta
Time:02:41 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] curious
28 August 2007
Tuesday

T4T was performing. And the band included me as member, the drummer. Juju was nowhere to be seen. O_o


~ ~ ~

-same day-
15:23

Was doing a vital role in a group, with special partnership with one of its members. * * * The pairing is very vital. They should stick together. O_O
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Current Music:Yuna Ito - Endless Story
Subject:Always Vicodin
Time:10:17 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] distressed
I still see him. I may not remember everything, but I know he's still there. I even saw some of his relatives. I wonder what's wrong with my subconscious..
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Current Music:The Corrs - Listen to the Radio
Subject:15 August 2007. Wednesday. Part 2
Time:11:23 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] calm
NURSES

I saw Ate Claire talking to someone who looks like her. They were like twins, but the other one was younger so I thought they're sisters. Then someone came who looked like Sir Jake. They really look the same. I thought it was Raymond "little Jake" but everything in him was so Sir Jake. He even hit me with a paper or something.

I found out that it was actually Sir Jake.

. . .


I also saw Nurse Dada. Still beautiful.

Sir Jake asked me for a BP cuff. We were outside the office. I got inside to look for one in his table. He said he's table remains where it used to be placed, but I was having a hard time looking for it. But I almost forgot about the cuff. I was busy with something I can't remember.
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Current Music:Ayumi Hamasaki - Alterna
Subject:15 August 2007. Wednesday. Part 1
Time:09:18 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] blank
TRIBE

There were tribe members.. a river.. a little girl who got help from a young boy from the tribe. The two swam in the river, hand-in-hand.

.. The girl helped the boy fix the pulley for the tribe's water system. Then the girl became a ghost.. She was flipping pages of sketches she made.

I saw someone passed by and was holding a sketch the ghost girl was looking for. It was a sketch of hers.
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Current Music:I'll Worship You
Subject:01:12. 06 August 2007
Time:12:33 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] head aches
I was going upstairs, just a few steps, when he blocked my way (trying to) with ski-like thing. They're metals. As he ascended, Mrs. Star came with also a metal-ski-like thing on one of her feet. She hit me and brought me down. I stayed in my position looking at my left leg. There were two small bruise marks. Carlo M. was there watching me.

I was waiting for him to come and comfort me. He came and was behind me. I thought he'd pull me close and embrace me from behind or anything like it. I moved my left leg a little and saw that I have distorted leg, thin joint, and yes... fracture. Multiple fracture.

The scene scared me and caused me pain. I was about to lose consciousness with a feeling of doom. I wasn't sure if I was about to die. I thought if it's that's the case, there should be signs and symptoms.

Not sure whether I'd die or just lose consciousness, I tried to reach out to him, calling his name trying to say I love him.
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Current Music:Hillsong - King of Majesty
Subject:2nd Yume
Time:11:41 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] curious
I saw him again. But this time I can't remember what happened. Nyok.
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Current Music:Martina McBride - I Love You
Subject:The Third in the Family
Time:12:55 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] curious
First was the eldest daughter then the youngest son. But the latest was the mother herself. I could hardly remember the details. I do remember talking to her, but the exchange of lines was vague. I think she handed me something, money perhaps. I declined but she told me something like, "Para sa anak ko."

The high-lighted words were the only words I'm sure of remembering.
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Current Music:Mika Nakashima - Hitoiro -instrumental-
Subject:June 1, 2007
Time:01:40 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] blah
I think I was too anxious about the bands that I saw some of them in my sleep. One band member in particular, it was funny. He was inquiring about the event and seemed really eager to pull things.

This happened the night before I was to meet the bands.
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